“Sinio.”
“Ngapain?”
“Tak bisikin sesuatu.”
(nyodorin kuping )
“Aku…………………………”
Cherishing this blog page for like eternal- ignorance from
its founder. So sorry I didn’t blog much recently, even when
freak incidents stroke me. So sorry for not framing
the rest of every last
pieces of delightful memories here, high school, which is coming to an end in a
heartbeat.
What attracted me back to writing in between my business
preparing for UN now is I just received my TOEFL test result and guess
whaaat, I raised my points by 57 in 3 years.
Applause, please? :D That accomplishment
reminds me of the very first reason I am learning this crazy language – my elementary
school teacher said – at the first place;
having a crush on a Singaporean pal, who
was a blogger. I then raised this blog until it’s now this old, big, and
complicating -_-, I learnt with passion, I did the chit-chat, and all the
efforts
needed to get me close to him. Life
goes on, I moved on. Time flies, I got boyfriend who is more stunning, and a heartbreak, and boyfriend again, and a heartbreak again, and now a crush
(again).
After considering its pluses and minuses, I can say that
having a crush is better than having a boyfriend (idk why I am saying this, is
it because im now slightly single or later when Im
taken, I’ll say the opposite?
:x).It encourages you to improve your quality. You will try to make yourself a
worth-marrying lady and you’ll try to make yourself proportional (in quality,
not
quantity) for him.
So summarizing the highlights of
the week. Well, crazy starts this week; sleeping at 1 and waking up at 4
(Mon-Wed), off for school at 05.30 hrs in
the morning, riding red school
bus for the first time in past two years, One Day One Juz, papers, house works,
and the craziest of all: UN tryouts. I
never enjoyed being busy before, but I gotta admit its good. There’s only you and
your flying busy mind, numbers, and you are far from desperation(?)
You have power to filter what comes into head and what goes out.
Tiredness may eat your body but not mind and heart.
Biology and Indonesian on the first day did confuse me but
that’s normal bcos ppl felt the same way. Chemistry and Math turned good
either. Math used to be mood-killer but yesterday
it all went just fine. And
the last day was today, Physics and English. I hope I get what I best deserve.
This morning, that whisper………..
Im afraid of falling for you.
Please stop making me feel special when Im totally not.
